ONE DAY the Harris house was turned into a tumult by the unannounced
appearance of our Aunt Sue who hugged Cecil and me and showered us with
gifts; bows and arrows, Indian costumes, sweet scented grass baskets, and
other mementoes she had brought from the great West. When the truth
finally came out, we knew that Aunt Sue had become desperately lonely
during her separation from her charges. Hopes of a reunion of the family
by some business opening for father having been repeatedly shattered. Aunt
Sue could bear the suspense no longer.
Aunt Sue (Mrs. Wesley Cavelle) was mother's elder
sister who had been widowed by the war between the States, and being
childless she naturally took great interest in her sister's children.
After many discussions, her devotion was rewarded by
permission to take Cecil back with her to the West not far from where
mother was keeping the home fires burning by giving music lessons and
caring for Nina May. The separation was thought of as temporary but it
proved to be practically permanent, excepting for a very brief period only
of family reunion in Cambridge, New York, and a slightly longer period in
Fair Haven, Vermont.
My home was to continue to be with my grandparents
in Wallingford; in that beautiful village, surrounded by mountains that
needed to be climbed; hills, which in winter held their white bosoms out
so invitingly to the sleds of happy youngsters, and in summer echoed with
the voices of dashing brooks where shy trout sought cover beneath
overhanging banks; in that village graced by winding creek and nearby
sparkling lakes; where the crisp frosty air of winter rang with the impact
of skates on ice and with joyous shouts
and laughter; where in summer boys,
whose brown and glistening bodies knew not the shame of bathing suits,
disported themselves in the clear, cold water. There my home was to be
with wholesome New England orderliness, cleanliness, kindliness,
thoughtfulness and good living. A lucky boy was I, the second of the three
children of George and Cornelia Harris, grandson of Henry and Clarissa
Fobes Bryan and great grandson of Reuben and (Huguenot) Olive Chapelle
Bryan.
Cecil had fallen into the hands of Aunt
Sue and Nina May rested within the warm embrace of mother. There was only
one left to enliven the home of the aged couple and that one was I. Many
have said, ''What a pity it was that the Harris children could not have
been kept together/' So it was but that was not destined to be.
Mother's courage,
determination and physical vigor overcame the handicap of having been born
the baby of her family but father, though possessed of intelligence in a
marked degree and given a good education, was not possessed of courage,
determination nor physical vigor. The ways of the world were too much for
him.
Sometime after the departure of Aunt
Sue and Cecil a new boy began to creep into my consciousness; his hair was
a fiery red and he was of the right sort. I am certain that he was of the
right sort because during the many years of our most intimate
companionship we never had one serious disagreement. We always stood
together in all things; the downs as well as the ups. When punishment and
disgrace were my lot, my redheaded friend. Fay Stafford, suffered them
with me, though neither punishment nor disgrace would have been visited
upon him had there been no Paul.
His older sister tells me that when she
also was a child, I used to make my way to their home and lispingly ask,
"Can Fay come out to play with me?" We were about the same age he having
been born in February and I in April of the same year and generally
speaking we were evenly matched. I shall always feel that I was singularly
blessed with the companionship of Fay during the formative period of my
life. He was the first of a long list of friends who
have enriched and sweetened my life, but
of them all, there was none better, none more true, than my red-headed boy
friend of the granite hills.
Just to climb snow clad mountains, not
infrequently, was our sole objective; the weather might not be inviting
for any other outdoor sport. There was always a measure of glory in the
achievement of getting to the top although climbing through snow which had
drifted, was always a laborious process.
One Saturday Fay and I determined to
climb Bear Mountain, or as far up as we could during the short winter day.
I concluded that it would be the part of wisdom to say nothing to
grandmother about our objective, so we labeled our expedition "a hike"
which might take the entire day. Grandmother had no particular objection
to hikes but warned us again about the dangers of trying to climb icy
mountains. She said, "If you must climb mountains, boys, do it in the
summer time, don't go rambling over mountains in the winter." Fay
answered rather gaily, "Well, the mountains are there, Mrs. Harris, and
must be climbed and who is there to climb them except Paul and me?"
Grandmother was not convinced but the joint appeal of two of us was more
than she could stand.
Grandmother always had a soft spot in
her heart for Fay, and I always thought that she considered him a
restraining influence on me. I have seen her stop in the midst of her work
frying her delectable "riz" doughnuts, spear one of them with a fork
while it was sizzling hot and hand it to Fay on a plate. On the Saturday
mentioned, she gave us a sack of fresh doughnuts, bade us be careful and
to be home early.
It was our usual plan to go direct east
to Bear Mountain, Willie Strong and I having done it more than once, but,
for the sake of variety, Fay and I hiked some miles north on that carefree
Saturday morning; the climb would be easier than on the more direct route
and that would be an advantage there being considerable snow on the
ground.
The day promised to be fair and indeed
it was so during the Best part of the journey. There was just enough cold
in the air to make our ears and noses tingle and when did a
New England boy ever fail to experience a sense of joy when the air was
cold and his ears and nose tingled?
Not far from the Ed
Crary farm, we swung to the east,
over a stone and rail fence and into a pasture, then up into the sprawling
hills lying in the direction of Bear Mountain. Our
glorious expedition was on its way; great explorers were we; our fame
would spread far and our names be long remembered. Of the various points
of the compass we might have chosen, we chose this one. Why? Because it
was one of the very few which was entirely unknown to us. How could there
be adventure in tracing a known course? Would Christopher Columbus have
endured his suffering had there not been a new world to discover?
So we
trudged merrily on our way, singing and shouting as we went along. During
the course of the forenoon we saw a dilapidated farm house in the
distance, and, working in the barn, an unkempt man and boy. The spirit of
adventure caused us to bend our steps in their direction as it was worth
while to become acquainted with folks whom we had never seen before.
When we
approached within hearing range, we called out and waved our hands. The
boy waved back but the man leaned on his fork with which he had been
pitching hay to his stock and gazed at us stolidly. Fay shouted,
"Good-morning, Sir!" and the man replied, "Good-morning, yourself. What ye
two doing up here anyhow?" "Oh, just came to look around; any gold mines
around here? Might buy one or two." "Nope" said the man, "neither gold
mines nor much of anything else worth carrying away. We're poor folks,
live on ham sandwiches and snow balls, mostly snow balls in the winter
time. Won't ye have a snow ball?" "No, thank you" I answered, "must be on
our way." "On yer way where?" he inquired. "Most anywhere," I answered.
"Mostly to Bear Mountain, I guess." "Yer better keep out Bear Mountain on
a day like this." "What's the matter with a day like this?" I inquired.
"It's nothing but sunshine." "Yes, the sun is
shinin' right now but there'll be snow afore night. Better turn round and
walk towards home, if yer got any."
With
that the farmer and his boy resumed their labors while we sat down on an
ancient wooden sled and lunched on grandmother good "riz" doughnuts. We
then continued on our way toward Bear Mountain not much disturbed by the
farmer's prophecy. When had we ever in our lives quailed in the face of a
snow storm? We had enjoyed them and exulted in them when they were fast
and furious; we were Green Mountain boys; no shiftless farmer could tell
us where to get off when it came to snow storms.
So on we
went over hill and valley, pasture and woodland but there was no
gainsaying the fact that the snow did begin flying through the air in ever
increasing volume. By four o'clock in the afternoon it began to be
difficult to see our way but we had no fear, not as yet although we did
consider the advisability of turning around and finding our way back to
the home of the farmer. Eventually we did turn back but by that time the
snow so filled the darkening air we could not determine which way was
back.
In this
dilemma we almost ran into an old wreck of a barn which manifestly had
served, at some time, to store, until needed, hay which had been cut in
the surrounding pastures. Barns far separated from farm-houses or other
buildings were not uncommon in
that day.
Instinctively we circled the building trying to find an opening, in which
attempt we were soon successful. Inside we found some shelter from the
sweeping snow and wind but none from the cold. As the temperature had been
steadily falling, we were soon chilled to our bones. A skunk, better
clothed than we, slunk out under the sill of the bam, leaving us as far as
we could see the sole occupants
of the structure.
The
question which agitated our minds was whether we would be able to remain
in this miserable shack until the storm abated or until daylight of the
morrow came. We thought of the worries of the folks at home and about
grandmother's remarks about going into the mountains in the winter time
but there were other matters far more pressing. Were we to be the subjects
of a tragedy and were we writing a chapter destined to be recorded in the
annals of our valley. Were we to be victims of one of Vermont's great
storms? Perhaps the story would be printed in the schoolbooks in order
that boys and girls of future generations might know what becomes of
headstrong boys who will not heed the warnings of their elders who know
much more than they? Such and many other forebodings filled our troubled
minds but the question as to whether we should breast the storm again or
remain in our flimsy shelter was our immediate concern. The question
would probably have been readily answered had we been sure of the points
of the compass and which way would take us back to the house of the farmer
far in our rear.
Well
advised or ill advised, we did break out into the storm holding each other
by the hand in order that we might at least have each other and also help
each other through the drifts. Fortunately there was no disagreement as to
direction though neither was confident. Although we could see but a short
distance ahead, we pressed on and in course of time we came to a steep
declivity ahead of us which confirmed our fears that we had completely
lost our bearings;
we had encountered none such on our route from the farmer's house. Should
we now turn back or should we turn in another direction? We finally
pressed forward in the belief that we could never regain the farmer's
house or even the abandoned bam. We thought we might be more protected
from the storm by the trees and hills if we could get down below. We
therefore descended the steep slope hanging to the branches of trees and
bushes as we made the descent.
When we
got to the bottom of the decline, we judged that there was a frozen brook
before us because of the formation of the bottoms and the lay of the
land. We crossed the brook and being somewhat sheltered from the wind, we
could see that there was a long strip of land bordering on the brook.
Could it be a road and if so where would it lead? Sustained by hope, we
clambered up the steep side of the stream, sometimes through deep
snow-drifts and sometimes over rocks which held their heads above the
submerging snow.
When we
were surely on level ground, we looked up and down the level strip and
resolved to follow it as far as we could, walking
down the slope rather than
up. Imagine our relief when we found that a small, flat bridge extended
across the bed of the small brook, making it certain that we were
traveling on a road lined with tree clad hills. It was a strange land to
us but human habitation must be found not far distant from the road.
Continuing our laborious course we came to a watering trough, a
re-affirmation of faith in our belief that we were on a road. For some
minutes we stood by the watering trough, blessed evidence of the existence
at some time or other of men and thirsty horses.
I stood for some time
surveying our surroundings; there was much about them that seemed familiar
and yet I could not recall them. Suddenly a transformation took place with
stunning effect; the hitherto strange and unknown land was changed to a
familiar scene. With joy ringing in my voice, I shouted, "Oh Fay, this is
the Gulf Road." I knew then that we were within four miles of home and
that I knew every step of the way.
We could not lose our way
now. Steep hills on both sides marked our course and the frozen waters of
Roaring Brook were near at hand. Could we breast the storm and struggle
four weary miles through the snow? We could and we would; courage had come
back to us. Far down in the valley was the love, light and warmth of home.
We were painfully conscious
of the fact that we were not the only sufferers from our unhappy
adventure. I knew how anxiously grandfather and grandmother would be
waiting. Had grandfather known in which direction to look for us he would
ere now be on his way with lantern in hand and Fay's father, mother and
sister were, without doubt, anxiously waiting for him.
We made our way carefully
along, stopping often to rest and turn our faces away from the storm in
order to gain breath for further efforts. Each step had to be high in
order to disengage the foot from the ever deepening snow. Those who know
what it is to wallow through deep snow will appreciate the struggle which
was before us. One factor favored us—we were New England mountain boys and
our muscles were hardened by climbing hills for the joy of coasting down.
Snow held no terrors for us, it was our friend and
we loved it. So we made our
way through the night, the whiteness of the snow making our surroundings
less awesome though there was neither moon nor star to light our course.
In places the gulf narrowed to the width of the road and the boughs of the
evergreen trees, weighted with snow, extended nearly across the roadway
impeding our progress.
It seemed like an age
before the curve in the road told us that the old sentinel. White Rocks,
was standing watch over our valley only a mile or so on our left. We could
not see White Rocks but we could sense their benign presence and felt the
better for knowing they were near. The course narrowed perceptibly as we
rounded the curve. There was only sufficient width for the road and
Roaring Brook, under the frozen waters of which speckled trout
hibernated and awaited the spring freshets to set them free.
Soon all fears were
banished by the recognition of shadowy outlines of the houses in which
farmers and their families were slumbering throughout the long winter
night. Then we passed the school and came to the village stores though the
last light had been extinguished at an earlier hour. We turned the hotel
corner, passed Judge Button's house and there before us was my blessed
home. Lights in the South parlor window proclaimed the fact that
grandmother, grandfather, and Delia were all sitting up and anxiously
waiting. We stumbled against the kitchen door which was promptly flung
open before us and grandmother's arms were open to receive us as she
fervently uttered the words, "Thank God, it's the boys. They are home."
It was only the work of a
moment for grandmother and Delia to strip the wet garments from our
shivering bodies. Grandmother as usual in all such circumstances took
command. "Don't stand round here doing nothing, Delia. Put plenty of birch
wood into the stove, throw the dampers wide open and give us a rousing hot
fire. Get out the yellow wash tub, Pa, and fill it with hot water and I
will put plenty of mustard into it. Get round the comer and off with your
underclothing, boys. Get me the ginger bottle, Delia. Ill make some hot
ginger tea. Put some coals in the bedpan, Pa,
and warm Paul's bed; we will put both boys in it. The main thing is to
keep them warm and perhaps we can sweat out the freezing effects of this
storm."
Grandfather made haste to fill her orders and then drew his boots on and
lighted his lantern preparatory to going out into the storm. "I'll run
over to Phon Stafford's," said grandfather "and tell him to come over and
get Fay." "It's a bad night to go out. Pa," said grandmother. "Of course
the Staffords must be told but mark my words. Pa, Fay shouldn't go out of
this house to-night. He has had enough fighting snow drifts and snow
storms for one night. We'll see about taking him home in the morning."
So Fay
and I slept together that night as we had done many times before. Our toes
tingled with the heat of the mustard and our bodies sweat from the heat of
the ginger inside. This was Fay's last adventure in winter mountain
climbing. He developed a fever in the night and in the morning of the day
following, his father took him home, put him to bed where he remained for
several days. He was forbidden by his father from participating in further
adventures of this kind.